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Tuesday, February 7, 2012

NERD!!!!

Just for the hell of it, I took a nerd test...results are DORKY NERD KING HAHAHA!!


NerdTests.com says I'm a Dorky Nerd King.  Click here to take the Nerd Test, get geeky images and jokes, and write on the nerd forum!

Sunday, January 8, 2012

2012, the year of getting fit and healthy!

It's time....after my chest surgery last year, I have put on a few kilos...time to shift them!
I'm using a combination of logging my food on myfitnesspal as well as cutting out sugar and following
some good hard workouts!
I've lost just over 2 kilos so far...my goal is for around 65 kilos (I'm just over 91 right now) but my first short goal is 80kg. I almost made it last year....but then after being inactive after surgery, I put it back on!!

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Thursday, September 29, 2011

Being myself

So, I've been ruminating on this quite a bit, what it means to be me. This is not especially about being trans*, but more about my personality. Over the course of my life so many people have tried to stifle me, control me, stop me from being me. I know why, not many people can handle my need to be busy, have fun and socialise.
I know my personality is big, I know it shits or scares some people and for that reason I've spent years thinking about trying to change it, or actually trying to be different.

NO MORE

I am me.
I'm loud, bold, straight forward and a bit naughty. Guess what?
Not changing. I mean if there are serious things that need to be address then yes I will, I see a counsellor
and she helps keep me on track and address change where it is needed, however, the core of my personality is who I am and I LOVE ME!

Just my self reflection for today :)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Chest photos AND link to chest video youtube

Day 3
Ready for surgery!
 
 Day 8






3 weeks


4 weeks

6 weeks





7 weeks 




10 weeks 

Link to the surgery update vid I just uploaded to youtube http://youtu.be/S1jGtEmpQWs

'Editing my life story' from Tyler

This is the first guy I saw on youtube, he was really helpful, answering  my questions etc. Here he is discussing some issues with being stealth and how it feels he is 'lying' through his editing his life story, wondering what other guys think?
http://youtu.be/eA1ah4VZR50

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Chest Surgery (video to follow)

Hey everyone, I thought it was about time for me to write and post some pics about my chest surgery. There are a LOT of videos and pics around on the web (youtube in particular) about ftm guys having their chest surgery. Many of them are young, slim and have not too much in the 'chesticles' department. I haven't actually seen one yet that isn't, barring a few that are posted onto the ftm photo share group on facebook.

So here's the thing, pre surgery and some years back now....the last icky girl type thing I had to buy to hold up the chesticles was a D cup. That's not the only issue though, Dr. Bartholomuesz (the plastic surgeon) also takes a measurement of how far the skin has stretched over the years underneath the chesticles, as that is the part that has to be brought up to meet top part of the chest and where the nipple goes. The longer the stretch is the more flesh there will be to have to tidy up.
If I had the 'underneath' type cut  (life a half moon, same as they do with women having breast reductions)
I know it would be much flatter immediately, however for me I didn't want to have the 'boobs were here' scar. I'm also nearly 40 so that makes a huge difference in how the skin elasticity is!
Anyhow, I'm going to put together a montage (anyone thinking Team America now lol?) and a video of how it currently is, so if you don't want to see it for whatever reason just be aware of that.